What kind of Environment You are In?
I must thank the many opportunities the many supportive people around me have been giving me. They provide opportunity to communicate with them at my own comfortable rate. Sometimes, I still stutter. The difference is I seldom felt embarassed or shameful of myself.
My fiancee encourages me to talk to her. The wonderful thing is I never stuttered in front of her. I felt totally at ease when I talk to her. >.<
I felt motivated when I communicate with some of my colleagues, especially my unit members including my supervisor. I felt at ease and felt never once looked down by them when I became anxious, stutter a bit when I'm at loss of words. Whenever I stutter, I really felt embarrased about myself but I never felt my colleagues looking down on me. Instead, they nod their heads to encourage me to say more. Nodding means to me they are really listening and it motivates me to move on. Thihs makes stuttering normal or something common in my environment.
I don’t feel anxious at all when I talk to my beloved aunties who have watched me grown up. Very rarely, I did stuttered.
I am blessed with the environment that I have received from God (I’m a Buddhist). There is nothing much I can asked for but to persevere on. Yes, now I still feel anxious and stutter. But the difference is I always remind myself to move on.
